If there's one thing I've learnt about myself from all of this it's that I have an unshakeable sense of humour. Which has probably saved me.
So where am I at now?
I think I’m in a better place ~ though that is questionable considering how much wine I drink and the fact I’ve had 5 new piercings in the space of a few weeks, but I guess that’s my way of *coping* for now.
As much as I don’t want this to be a blog about break ups, heartache and learning to be single (I had previously posted some -now deleted- posts which were a bit too emo for the vibe I’m aiming for here) I just want to give you a pre-warning that those subjects might come up quite a bit. You’ll be pleased to know however that I've made the decision to stop moaning about it. Sure, it wasn’t my decision to end it, but it happened and now I have a little perspective on the matter I can see it was probably for the best. And quite frankly there is no point in me focusing on how miserable things are/have been. Who wants to listen to me moaning? Not me! I’m sure you don’t either. Ugh.
Anyway, I also made the decision to close my shop for a while, probably forever. Who knows! It feels like ‘Hello Harriet’ has come to a natural end. As I was trying to rebuild my empire (lol) it felt as if I was just clutching on to any shred of my old life that I could, and it was pretty depressing. I’d rather tie the last few years in a pretty bow and move on to something a bit different.
I’ve gone back to square one - I’ve got a ‘proper job' for a bit so that I can take some pressure off and allow myself to just enjoy deciding what I want to do next … and I guess this is what this blog is gonna be for too.
I’ll be trying to make sense of things, working out who I am, feeling all the feels and generally trying to make myself a better person with minimal effort.
So in the spirit of starting a fresh - Heyyy, nice to meet you!
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